caffeine addction is a good thing

i’ve been awake since 7:15, if we go by alarm clock standard time.

but if we go by “inexplicably shot out of bed” standard time, it’s more like, i woke up at 5:40 and didn’t properly sleep between then and when my alarm went off and i blindly swatted at it until i found the off switch.

i think it’s because it is colder out, and my system is not sure what to do, so in a panic state, my body decided that “cold” is the equivalent of “near death” and i get random adrenaline rushes while sleeping as my brain sends a chemical kick to my body to make sure i’m not dead. i am glad that my brain is all about the staying alive thing, but I AM SLEEPING WTF. this benefits no one. i am groggy and out of it and discombobulated and words come to me through a fog.

thankfully, there is this great drug called Caffeine and OMG I LOVES IT. and i am sure that i should not imbibe so much coffee, but y’all, seriously, it’s “caffeine addiction” or “drool on my keyboard”

at any rate. i’ll be spending the weekend with the manfriend, which is always a good thing, and i’m taking monday off work to spend a long weekend with him, which is a better thing! there will be food, and movies, and maybe a museum or two. and more food. and cupcakes. and i’m really, really looking forward to it.

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